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Gulby

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Well, et bien, j'ai pas grand chose à dire si ce n'est que ça fait maintenant quatre mois que je suis au chômage, et que ça ne me réussit clairement pas. En décembre prochain, figurez-vous que je vais entamer une formation de carreleuse ! Grande aventure. À part ça, pour parler du sujet qui concerne plus particulièrement ma présence émaillée sur deviantArt, ça fait plusieurs mois (et même, plusieurs années, en fait) que j'essaye de me motiver à dessiner. Seulement, dès que je le fais, je ne suis pas satisfaite, je me démoralise, et j'abandonne. Alors que justement, il faudrait que je travaille plus, pour m'améliorer, et voir mon évolution.

J'ai l'impression quand je regarde mes vieux vieux dessins de quand j'avais 10 ans, que je dessinais "mieux" que maintenant : d'accord, la perspective c'était pas ça, et l'anatomie je connaissais pas, mais au moins c'était parlant et cohérent. Maintenant ce que je fais est vide de sens. J'essaye d'en trouver, de m'inventer des histoires pour m'inventer des personnages... J'ai même essayé plusieurs fois de me dessiner moi, puisque c'est un des meilleurs sujets, parler de soi : au moins on se connaît et on ne manque pas d'imagination. Mais bon, rien de passionnant à dire, et puis, je ne sais pas comment me dessiner...

J'ai même tenté plusieurs fois de participer de mon plein gré à des exercices du type "20 expressions faciales", "20 mouvements", etc. "Les 7 péchés capitaux", aussi. Ou de faire un bête calendrier à thème. Mais je fais un mois ou deux, et puis j'abandonne. Ou alors je fais une dizaine d'expressions, mais le personnage que je choisis ne se ressemble pas d'une expression à l'autre... Je crois qu'il faudrait simplement que j'abandonne l'idée de dessiner, et que je ne reste ici que pour admirer le travail de vous autres, qui faites de si belles choses.

Merci de faire toujours plus d'efforts et de dessiner pour nous enchanter les mirettes ! :3

(Ai-je le courage d'écrire tout ça en anglais ? Vais tenter.)

~~~

Well, well, I've got nothing to say but I'm unemployed for four months now, and that don't go well for me at all. Next december, guess what : I'll begin a tiler training ! Big adventure. Apart from that, to talk about what concerns my irregular presence on dA (or regarding my irregular presence on dA, whatever you like), it makes several months (and even years, I guess) that I'm trying to motivate myself to draw. But, as soon as I do, I'm not satisfied, I dishearten (?) and give up. While, precisely, I should work harder, to improve, and see my evolution.

I have the feeling when I look at my old doodles from when I was 10, that I drawn "better" than now : yes, allright, the perspective was awful, I didn't know anatomy basics, but at least it was meaningful and consistent. Now what I do is meaningless. I try to find a meaning, to picture stories to make up characters and all... I even try several times to draw myself, as it is one of the best subjects, talk about oneself : at least you know yourself and you don't lack of imagination. But well, nothing interesting to say, and, I don't know how to draw myself...

I even try several times to participate on my own will to exercises like "20 facial expressions", "20 moves", etc. "The 7 deadly sins", too. Or to make a simple theme calendar. But I draw one or two months and then I give up. Or I do a dozen (oui, je sais, douzaine c'est pas dizaine, mais y'a pas d'expression idiomatique pour dizaine) of expressions but the character I choose doesn't look like itself from one expression to another... I guess I just have to give up the idea of drawing, and then, stay here only to watch and admire the work of you all, who make such beautiful things.

Thanks to always make more and more efforts and draw to dazzle us ! :3

(I did have the courage to write it in english ! Yay ! Happy me !)
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Pour les plus courageux-ses, un concours lancé apparemment chaque année par les organisateurs d'Anim'est pour trouver leur affiche.

Si ça peut en intéresser quelques uns...

Thème de cette année : le Bushido. Il doit donc figurer des éléments liés à ce thème, obligatoirement. Autres éléments obligatoires : couleur dominante = vert, un gars, une nana, et un tanuki.

Il y a des lots à gagner, et la date limite est le 31 août 2011.

Tous les détails ici :
www.animest.net/v2010/
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Voilà, j'en suis à 5990 pageviews sur ma page deviantArt, et j'trouverais ça chouette d'arriver à 6000.

Alors si vous passez par là, et que comme par hasard, vous arrivez sur la 6000e pageview, faites un screenshot et montrez-le moi.

En cadeau pour m'avoir montré que vous ne tombez pas sur moi par hasard, je vous offrirai un truc tricoté ou crocheté par mes soins, de votre choix.

Je tricote plutôt bien, rassurez-vous. Je vous propose de vous faire (un seul choix, hein, faut pas abuser) :
- un sac
- une écharpe
- un pull
- un amigurumi


Je ne sais pas si ça va en intéresser certain(e)s, mais n'hésitez pas ! ^^
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100 TRUTHS

001. Real name ? Céline
002. Nickname(s)? Gulby, Gugu, Godzilla, Le Poulpe, La chieuse…
003. Zodiac sign ? Taurus
004. Male or female ? Female
005. Elementary ? Done
006. Middle School ? Done
007. High School ? Done
008. Hair color ? Brown with light red reflections
009. Long or short ? In between, to the shoulders
010. Loud or Quiet ? Seemingly, loud. But I swear I can be quiet.
011. Sweats or Jeans ? Both.
012. Phone or Camera ? Phone.
013. Health freak ? Yes. Always washing my hands, always looking for the tiny things in my body that can harm me… I AM a health freak, indeed.
014. Drink or Smoke ? I'd rather drink, but always with moderation (who the hell is she ?). Smoke is useless, unhealthy, expensive and it stinks. Alcohol is the same, but a little less dangerous.
015. Do you have a crush on someone ? A crush, no. I love him.
016. Eat or Drink ? Eat. I have to motivate me to drink, because if I don't, I simply forget to do so.
017. Piercing ? Earrings. But I don't wear any, so the holes are blocked. And I have allergies, I should wear only surgical steel and gold… (expensive, uh ?)
018. Tattoos ? I would like, I have thought of it since I was 8, but I think I'll never take the plunge.

Have you ever ?

019. Been in an airplane? Yes, many times. Luckily, none of them has ever sunk.
020. Been in a relationship ? Yes.
021. Been in a car accident ? No ! Luckily ! And I wish I'll never be !!! >.<
022. Been in a fist fight ? Yes, with my best friend, when we were young.

Firsts (and Lasts) :

023. First piercing ? My earrings, when I was… 11 maybe ? My mother did hers in the same time, but want me to do it first…
024. First best friend ? 1986. I was 1 year old. Yeah. Long time… And she is still my first and only best female friend.
025. First award ? A real one ? 1st place cup of mini golf, when I was… Dunno… 11 again ?
026. First crush ? Nursery school. He was my first love, and he was ignoring me like never. I have loved him for eight years, even after he moved.
027. First pet ? White mices. I gave them to my middle school. After that, a black female cat, Vanille, 13 years old now, and adorable.
028. First big vacation ? Probably the first time I went to my grand-parents' home, for summer holidays. And all the summer camps I have done, thanks to my mom.
029. Last person you talked to ? My man, on the phone.
030. Last person you IMed ? AIMed, no ?... The last time I went on MSN was earlier this day, and none was online.
031. Last person you watched a movie with ? My man and one of his work friend. It was "Thor".
032. Last food you ate ? Filet de julienne et riz assaisonné, avec son brin de mâche fraîche (fish and flavored rice, with its stalk of fresh lamb's lettuce). French style.
033. Last movie you watched ? The Rescuers Underdown (Bernard et Bianca au pays des kangourous)
034. Last song you listened to ? In my head, Rangers du risque. Ha ha. For real, I don't remember, but that was yesterday. Poor memory.
035. Last thing you bought ? An iced strawberry juice from Mac Donald's.
036. Last person you hugged ? :iconlostmindy:

Faves :

037. Food ? CHOCOLATE !!!!!!! (It IS food.)
038. Drinks ? Grenadine syrup
039. Clothing ? Yes, mostly.
040. Books ? Dan Simmon's, Don Rosa's. And mangas.
041. Music ? Almost all.
042. Flower ? Red rose. How cliché, right ? But still. Red ones in priority, but all the roses, English ones, old ones, all.
043. Colors ? Red, denim, khaki, chocolate, sunny yellow…
044. Movies ? Comedies, romantic comedies, adventures. Mostly. I don't like murders, suspense and horror.
045. Positions ? Like Ruby Rhod, "I don't want one position, I want all positions!" :D
046. Subjects ? Have a guess… But apart from that, I like to talk about cats, Don Rosa's Picsou family, Disney's movies, trees, ecology, food, and last but not least, me.

In 2011 I...
(2011 ? 'You sure ?... ô_O)

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween Yes, because that's the only moment I can pray for my ancestors and be sure they get the message.
049. [x] had your heart broken Yeah, many times. And regrettably, I've broken one to.
050. [.] went over the minutes on your cell phone No. I used to have blocked packages, and now I just watch my time.
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation Even if it occurred, this is no big deal. No matter what answer it is.
052. [ ] came out of the closet No need to. My family and friends are open-minded, so if I am gay or AC/DC they know. ^^ And if I am straight, they know it too ! ^^ Nobody else needs to know.
053. [ ] gotten pregnant Not now. But I would like, soon. When we will earn enough money to build a family.
054. [ ] had an abortion No, but I wouldn't hesitate if I haven't enough money to take care of the baby. I'd rather abort than abandon my child to an orphanage or live miserably with him/her without the possibility of assume a child.
055. [x] done something you've regretted Yes. Even if only the present and the future count.
056. [x] broke a promise Yes, a couple of time, but not on purpose. T_T I would like to be more reliable.
057. [x] hid a secret Yes. And forgot it as soon as possible to keep it better.
058. [x] pretended to be happy Yes. To my family, mainly. Because I didn't want to hurt them.
059. [x] met someone who changed your life Yes !!! And by the way, any person that comes into my life changes it, the little or the big.
060. [ ] pretended to be sick No.
061. [x] left the country I should, end of the year. I hope ! :3
Oh 062, where art thou ?
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing Only if by silly you mean romantic and fluffy and pink and girly. Yes.
064. [ ] ran a mile No, certainly not.
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend This year, no. Or not yet.
066. [ ] stayed single a whole year No.

Currently

067. Eating ? No, but I should.
068. Drinking ? No, but I should, too.
069. I'm about to ? Go eat and drink.
070. Listening to ? My cat, strumming on the bed. And the outside noises.
071. Plans for today ? None. Look for work, maybe. And eat.
072. Waiting for ? A work. Please.

Your future

073. Want kids? Yeah !!! Definitely !
074. Want to get married? Why not. Depends if my man wants it too.
075. Careers in mind ? Personal Assistant. Or plumber.

What looks better on a girl/guy

076. Lips or eyes ? Both.
077. Shorter or taller ? Both.
078. Romantic or spontaneous ? Both.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms ? Nice what ? oO Both, I guess.
080. Sensitive or loud ? Sensitive, definitely. And I have one. o/ Thanks gods !!!
081. Hook-up or relationship ? Relationship. The one I'm involved in.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant ? Neither.

Have you ever :

083. Lost glasses/contacts ? No, because I don't wear those.
084. Ran away from home ? No, but I planned to, once. I was 8, I believe.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense ? No. Dangerous, it can return against yourself. I prefer my arms and fists. And teeth.
086. Killed somebody ? No. And hope I'll never have to.
087. Broken someone's heart ? Yes. And I'm sorry for that. T_T
088. Been arrested ? No.
089. Cried when someone died ? Yes.

Do you believe in :

090. Yourself ? Sometimes, yes. Not that much for now.
091. Miracles ? Yes.
092. Love at first sight ? Love at first sex. It's all a matter of pheromones and ability to live together.
093. Heaven ? No.
094. Santa Claus ? The spirit of it, yes. The big ol'guy with white beard and red stuff, no.
095. Sex on the first date ? Yes. As long as it is with respect and pleasure. Besides, even if there's no love.
096. Kiss on the first date ? Yes. French kiss.

Answer thruthfully
*Raise left hand and swear on the holy unseen pink unicorn sacred book*

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? Yes. And I'll be with him tonight, as every day. Happy me !!! o/
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ? I just need a job to be really happy. But I'll not complain.
099. Do you believe in God ? In gods. And fairies. And all the "Petit peuple".
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. I tag all my watchers, then. ^^ Ho ho ho.
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Pôle-Emploi, newsletters, alertes courriels, réseaux sociaux, boîtes interim... (Ah non, tiens, ça, j'ai pas encore fait, il va falloir que je m'y mette !)

Cela va faire presque un mois que j'ai déménagé, et je n'ai toujours pas trouvé. Alors si toutefois quelqu'un, ici, quelque part, avait un tuyau, une idée, une connaissance qui pourrait me permettre de trouver du boulot à Metz, je suis preneuse !!! Motivée ? Y'a pas plus motivée à bosser que moi !!! Expérience ? Trois ans déjà, et dans différentes structures... Mon C.V. ? Y'a qu'à demander, je l'enverrai par courriel à toute entreprise, tout DRH intéressé(e) !

(Comment ça, ça fait désespérée ? Mais pas du touuuuut, pas du tout !)

*Fait les yeux du Chat Potté*
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